Jesus Time

give me Jesus

I have been praying for contentment lately.

One of the things I struggle with most is thinking if I just had this, I would be so content. That’s all I want.

Life would seriously be so perfect if…

…you can fill in the blank with whatever it is you’re chasing after. A higher GPA, a relationship, super toned legs, some material possession…

And then God blesses me with something and I’m so happy! It’s exactly what I wanted! And I’m just so grateful because I think this means my desires are lining up with God’s desires for me.

But then, inevitably, I think of something else I have to have and life doesn’t seem so perfect anymore. My gratefulness level is not so hot. My focus turns from thanking God onto whatever I think is going to give me satisfaction this time. My happiness dissipates and selfishness takes its place.

“Those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.”
Psalm 34:10

God has really blessed me. I have a lot more than I need. And I think that’s okay! The things I have in my life aren’t bad. Desiring something I don’t have isn’t inherently bad either.

As long as Jesus is THE thing.

As long as when I wake up in the morning, Jesus is what I want and need.

As long as my prayer is that He would provide me with my daily bread- nothing more and nothing less. I’m not fixated on all the little, worldly things I think I want. I’m not worried about what I will have or won’t have tomorrow.

God, give me whatever I need for today.

As long as throughout the day, my life is prioritized the way Jesus prioritized His life- I don’t exist to serve my own purposes but to serve the kingdom of God.

“Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness and everything you need will be given to you.”
Matthew 6:33

Happiness may come when I have a new job or a car or a relationship- or even a new pair of shoes if we’re being honest- but it always fades. Circumstances change. People change.

True joy comes when I have a relationship with Jesus that is intimate and fulfilling. He never changes.

And contentment comes when I trust Him to provide me with what I need when I need it. He always will.

“But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world and we can take nothing from it.”
1 Timothy 6:6-7

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One thought on “give me Jesus

  1. Great perspective Al…miss you already. Have a great week and a great spring break in the great and beautiful American jewel, the Smokey Mountains. What an amazing place to spend spring break….so proud of your maturity and wisdom. Lymtenmw…pop

    Jeff W. Roley
    Associate Vice President for Gift Planning and Director of Planned Gift Marketing
    University of Illinois Foundation
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